According to reports, embattle star AMY WINEHOUSE refused to go to her own birthday party after realizing what drugs has done to her…saying: “I look “f***ing ugly.”
Celebs including Mark Ronson, Adele and Amy’s mother waited for her in central London’s Jazz After Dark club on Saturday — but the categorized junkie, who is still battling drug addictions, refused to leave home.
Her 15 guests were left to eat her guitar-shaped cake without her.
A pal tells the UK Sun:
“Amy was standing in front of the mirror telling everyone how rough she looked.
“Unfortunately her lifestyle has had a major affect on her appearance and it’s only just started to sink in.
“She kept saying she was ugly and was in an awful state. They couldn’t get her out.
“Remi had organised the night and made a huge effort. They had a huge row.
“Amy can be very selfish — there was no convincing her and she ruined the night for everyone, including herself.”
Not a good look!!!
This is the work of CRYSTAL METH or ICE – METHAMPHETAMINE and it is INSTANTLY addictive! It ravages its users in a very short period of time. They age really, really fast – their teeth rot. The way back is EXTREMELY hard. Only 6 in 100 make it.
Amy is not just talented, she is beautiful / warm / intelligent with or without talent! People refer to her talent and say “what a waste”. but she is FAR MORE than just a talent!
Happy 25th birthday Amy! Please choose life over death. If you do I’m sure that ALL the doors will open for you to get the help you need to give you a future & a hope. The way back will be hard, but it IS possible. And you’ve got the chutzbah to make it if anyone has!
Do it for the people who know you and who truly love you. But most of all please do it for yourself! You have EVERY RIGHT to live a long & beautiful life – why should you be robbed of that?
Love & prayers,
xxx
Oh my God!! Really is it Amy Winehouse? I can not believe!
Wow & she’s JUST NOW realized that?